I WANT TO DANCE ON ROOFTOPS WITH YOU
here, autumn is earlier in the year. i like how you call it ‘fall’ though. it’s fitting. because like the leaves, we fall. maybe not according to season, but we do. and there’s something honest about that. there’s something honest about seasons, how it’s almost human, in a way. so in fall, we fall. in love, in place, in time. we place clouds on the ground to try and soften it but sometimes it doesn’t work and the full impact hits us straight in the chest and it hurts in a way that you could almost describe it as ‘good’. i want to say love is hard in autumn, but i have been proven wrong on so many occasions. so i won’t say that. instead i’ll say, love is catching the right people, and letting go of the wrong ones. it’s realising that people change as quickly as the autumn leaves do. it’s braving the storm together. here, september is spring. where things start to come out of hibernation. i always fall in love with more in the springtime - people, warm nights, gardens of flowers, the smell of summer, the endless possibilities. love in september is different, it’s new. it’s seeing things under a new light. it’s cloudless skies and you’re the bees-knees. it’s sleeping with the window slightly cracked open because cold winter nights aren’t so cold anymore. it’s the sun watching your back. spring is like stepping out the other side of the storm, knowing that you’ve made it. and it surprises you, even though you seem to make it every other year. and it’s beautiful how brave you are.
you do too, friend. we all do.
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the english word astrology comes from the latin astrologia "astronomy, the science of the heavenly bodies," from greek astrologia "telling of the stars," from astron "star" + -logia ”treating of”.
to completely understand the universe and all her intentions is probably definitely impossible, but while we’re here we might as well take these circumstances that we’re given and learn, grow, bloom. i believe in being kind, being thoughtful, being compassionate, etc, and doing all of those things as selflessly as a flawed human being can. i don’t want anything in return except to see people happy and content because they feel okay and understood and not at all alone. ask yourself this: are you only being a good friend because you want to flourish in good karma? or are you a good friend because you care about her, because you want her to be happy? don’t be bitter or jealous over this, it will eat you very much alive. she is at fault in not treating you with respect and love (and maybe consider thinking about why you’re still friends with her if she treats you like shit), but be happy for her achievements. your time will come. because i do also believe in some sort of balance that runs through the universe; this small idea of what you send out into the world, the universe will give you the same in return (even if it doesn’t seem like it at the time). we all suffer and we all thrive, no matter how good of a human being we see ourselves as. this is the human condition. the universe works in funny ways. in the meantime - work hard, be humble, don’t get caught up in all the bad vibes, take care of yourself.
“The Universe is not punishing you or blessing you, the Universe is responding to the vibrational attitude that you are emitting.” - Abraham Hicks
thank you for your sun-kissed forehead kisses, i’ll be keeping them in a jar next to my bed. i hope for you to always be able to find light in your world, no matter how dark it can get. you deserve to see how lovely the world can be, especially when the sunlight warms up your face.